Change can be good for the soul, sometimes it's long overdue! There is change all around us. With the season's change, and moving into Winter, it's often a good time to take stock and to make space for all the new coming your way.
Often having what you want is a function of letting go of what you have and this can be rather overwhelming. Every fear is a gift, as you learn more about yourself.
Remember, you are forever, your problem is temporory. Don't let anything keep you from your joy.